Brief History of Hating My Face is a short documentary commissioned by The New York Times and directed by Shaina Feinberg.
In the film, Feinberg explores her experience living with body dysmorphic disorder (B.D.D.), a condition marked by distress over perceived physical flaws. Through honesty, humor, and vulnerability, she reflects on how the disorder has shaped much of her life, even while spending two decades creating films in front of the camera.
The piece also features her friend Nafé, who shares the same condition. Together, their stories highlight the complexity of B.D.D., including how identity, culture, family dynamics, and social expectations can shape the way people see themselves.
Commissioned by The New York Times, the film reflects the kind of storytelling we value most. Personal, emotionally honest work that turns private struggles into meaningful public conversation.
Watch the Film: Brief History of Hating My Face
